Charles Dickens, Bleak House: Ch. 52

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Obstinacy

But one other day had intervened when, early in the morning as we were going to breakfast, Mr. Woodcourt came in haste with the astounding news that a terrible murder had been committed for which Mr. George had been apprehended and was in custody.  When he told us that a large reward was offered by Sir Leicester Dedlock for the murderer's apprehension, I did not in my first consternation understand why; but a few more words explained to me that the murdered person was Sir Leicester's lawyer, and immediately my mother's dread of him rushed into my remembrance.

This unforeseen and violent removal of one whom she had long watched and distrusted and who had long watched and distrusted her, one for whom she could have had few intervals of kindness, always dreading in him a dangerous and secret enemy, appeared so awful that my first thoughts were of her.  How appalling to hear of such a death and be able to feel no pity!  How dreadful to remember, perhaps, that she had sometimes even wished the old man away who was so swiftly hurried out of life!

Such crowding reflections, increasing the distress and fear I always felt when the name was mentioned, made me so agitated that I could scarcely hold my place at the table.  I was quite unable to follow the conversation until I had had a little time to recover.  But when I came to myself and saw how shocked my guardian was and found that they were earnestly speaking of the suspected man and recalling every favourable impression we had formed of him out of the good we had known of him, my interest and my fears were so strongly aroused in his behalf that I was quite set up again.

"Guardian, you don't think it possible that he is justly accused?"

"My dear, I CAN'T think so.  This man whom we have seen so open-hearted and compassionate, who with the might of a giant has the gentleness of a child, who looks as brave a fellow as ever lived and is so simple and quiet with it, this man justly accused of such a crime?  I can't believe it.  It's not that I don't or I won't.  I can't!"

"And I can't," said Mr. Woodcourt.  "Still, whatever we believe or know of him, we had better not forget that some appearances are against him.  He bore an animosity towards the deceased gentleman.  He has openly mentioned it in many places.  He is said to have expressed himself violently towards him, and he certainly did about him, to my knowledge.  He admits that he was alone on the scene of the murder within a few minutes of its commission.  I sincerely believe him to be as innocent of any participation in it as I am, but these are all reasons for suspicion falling upon him."

"True," said my guardian.  And he added, turning to me, "It would be doing him a very bad service, my dear, to shut our eyes to the truth in any of these respects."

I felt, of course, that we must admit, not only to ourselves but to others, the full force of the circumstances against him.  Yet I knew withal (I could not help saying) that their weight would not induce us to desert him in his need.

"Heaven forbid!" returned my guardian.  "We will stand by him, as he himself stood by the two poor creatures who are gone."  He meant Mr. Gridley and the boy, to both of whom Mr. George had given shelter.

Mr. Woodcourt then told us that the trooper's man had been with him before day, after wandering about the streets all night like a distracted creature.  That one of the trooper's first anxieties was that we should not suppose him guilty.  That he had charged his messenger to represent his perfect innocence with every solemn assurance be could send us.  That Mr. Woodcourt had only quieted the man by undertaking to come to our house very early in the morning with these representations.  He added that he was now upon his way to see the prisoner himself.